I never planned for my life to go the way it has.
In fact, I never really envisioned anything other than being happy.
Is it careless to allow life to go as it should?
Should I have made sure that I had a clear and precise plan?
What I am sure of, is that everything has happened for a reason. Even when I have had doubts.
With every step, each obstacle or victory or test or reward, has shaped my life the way it truly needed to go.
I am not a religious person, but I understand why having something to believe in is so important.
It gives you the hope to continue going when you don’t think you can.
In my mindset, I have been through a lot. In each persons mind, their fight is unique and worse than anybody elses.
Just remember that, and don’t try to down play their struggle.
I believe my journey, no matter what I thought it was supposed to be, happened the way it was meant to.
I have found that I have come almost full circle.
I have found that “person” I was supposed to be with.
I have learned about the importance of love and trust and family.
I am coming back to that creative and unique chick I once was.
All I can feel is that I feel more at home now in my skin, and I lost my way for a bit.
I have always been driven by my desire to create, to make, to be a part of anything that pertained to art. Music, writing, drawing, painting, giving, creating….those are things that drive me and keep my heart alive.
I always hoped that one day I would be “famous” so to speak for something that involved my talents.
Things I had to learn, but things that I taught myself and had an abilty for. Things that made me happy to share with others.
I have always loved to write.
I have always loved being creative. Making floral arrangements, crocheting or coming up with my own ideas for something new and neat!
I love photography and taking pictures of everything. Capturing moments and memories and beauty.
I love to sing even though I am only so so. Music has always been fuel for me.
I would love to show my girls to never give up on their dreams.
I am almost 37 years old, and I feel like I have a whole hell of a lot to still offer.
Just want to find that thing that helps me to connect with the world. I want to make a difference!