I challenged myself 23 days ago to improve my life. It was more than just getting back in shape.
It was about me facing my problems and doing something about them.
So far, the gym has been the last thing on my mind.
My progress begins with facing the biggest fear I have ever had in life.
It has been a tough transition for us all. We just need to realize that people were hurt, shit was said and we can’t hit undo. We have to be adults and just cut the shit! (Shit is my word of the day today, by the way, seems I have been using it alot!)
See, I am a funny girl, but I could never be less than a good mother, and I would always protect my girls. I never break a promise, just ask my oldest. I have only let her down once, and that was because I ended up in the hospital with double lung pneumonia.
So, on that note, todays triumph was a personal one, and honestly, I think we all won.
But then, the next improvement is finding another suitable home that isn’t taking us broke.
So, by the end of this month, we are moving yet again. Hopefully, the last stop for awhile. And again, in this situation, everybody wins!
That is all I really have for now. One day at a time.
But, a few last words…
Life sucks. But, don’t let the “life sucks” stuff ruin all the good stuff. Once I tackled my fears, I realized that I am happy. I am content with life in general. There will be shitstorms, some that might get you to your breaking point, but you have done so well so far. All god wants for you is to keep trying.