The other day I said that divorce was the hardest thing I have ever gone through.
Breaking it off with my fiance trumps that.
To tell my soulmate that we can no longer be together is crushing.
I always say that everything happens for a reason. He helped me get my life back, and for that I will be eternally grateful.
But, I also say that the hardest things to do in life are often for the best.
I do not know how my days will go. I do not know how my girls will react. I just know that I need to move on.
I gave everything I had. I am exhausted. I have nothing more to give.
You know, they say you can’t change a person, and that is so true.
I deserve better. I hope to one day find it.
So here I sit, alone on a friday night.
I feel numb.
My two best buds to keep me company…