No, God didn’t come to me.
But, I came to the realization about something.
As I sat here the other morning, fighting off the worst migraine I have ever had, I realized how stupid I was.
I let him win. My ex doesn’t want me and Todd together. He wants to punish me and bring me down any way he can.
Because I was so worried about losing the girls, I let that a-hole manipulate me and bully me into making a decision I didn’t want to make.
No more! I am an adult and no longer married to him. He has no right now or ever to dictate to me how I live my life.
The control ends here. I am not throwing away my soulmate because he has unresolved issues.
I was seriously in a state of depression thinking about the hasty decision I made. All because he feels the girls are not safe in my care.
Shit happens and people make mistakes, but I can tell you that I am a damn good mom, and my girls are well taken care of.
So, fuck you sir! I am not under your laws and rules anymore. I have a mind of my own, and all your petty garbage, calling child protective services on me and trying to get a pfa are futile.
Telling me I need psychiatric evaluations. No! He does.
I am so awesome now! I almost made the worst decision of my life. I am glad I was able to see the light.
I will always fight for my girls and what is worth it. My life is mine and it is time for him to grow up and leave us alone.